MATCH MATCH MATCH

OMG - I am matched!!!!!  BM is due in less than one month - eek.  Reality is slapping me in the face and pocketbook.  I have the contract and am horrified at the lop-sidedness and expense.  This is a lot of money, with no guarantees.  What an emotional roller coaster.

I did not want to post for fear of another "match" falling through.  Will this be it? Will it actually work?  I think I should write less because I still don't have a signed contract.