10/14/2007

What the fuck do I do?

I just wish I can stop time so I can think.  I feel the clock ticking away, ticking away.  I don't have time.

If I do another cycle:

    • I am a desperate woman
    • I am an idiot
    • My RE gave me a 15% chance of it working.
    • I have old, rotted eggs
    • Maybe it will work (very hopeful and optimistic)

Donor eggs are my best option for having a baby, but there will not be any genetic link.  Is that so bad?  Do I want to spend 30 grand on that?  Do I want to spend 20 grand on another IVF try with only 15% chance of it working.  Do I just close my eyes and jump?

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