9/14/2007

Big Fucking Negative

"I'm sorry, hon, it is negative"

Those words are so devastating. There is nothing I can do, and no where I can turn.  Life sucks.

I really thought that I might have been pregnant.  That I beat the odds.  I should stop thinking so highly of myself.  I'm just an old, washed up, barren woman.  I knew it would be bad news when I didn't hear from the nurse.  The last time, when it was positive, I recevied the call by noon.  Both negative calls where received after 3 pm.  The nurses probably draw straws to see who makes the BFN calls.

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