TWW Hell

Half the time, I think that I may be pregnant. I am proud of myself for being so positive, and smug that I will beat the odds and be pregnant again.

Then, I realize I will get that terrible phone call on Sept 14 to let me know that the beta was negative. All my hopes and dreams, all of my money down the tube.

I wonder where my life is going. I feel so empty, so alone. I don't know what the heck is going on.

Symptoms of Craziness

1. Eating a lot
2. Peeing, but I am thirsty and drinking a lot
3. Sore bbs (not sure - probably due to progesterone)
4. I just have to be!