9/13/2007

The Day Before Beta

Today, I am convinced that I'm not pregnant. Yet, in the back of mind, I really think that I am. How is that for crazy. I have also convinced myself that I was pregnant on Tuesday, but I'm not now (a chemical).

I realize that either I am pregnant, I'm not pregnant, or I'm a little pregnant (chemical). Either way, it is what it is. I'll just find out.

For the first cycle ever, I am not POAS. I always knew the results in the past, but this time it is cold turkey for me.

I won't be shocked if it is or isn't. However, I will be crushed and devastated.

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