So, my lazy ass embryos did not latch on and grow. What kind of ungrateful embryo brats did I create? I have not even shed a tear about the "negative test" until my group meeting on Monday night (that is 3 days after my beta). Why didn't I cry? Am I too devastated to cry? I can't afford to keep doing this. I would like to keep trying, but the money is overwhelming.
When do I stop?
Do I have an option, or will I be kicked out of the program? I have to face the reality that I will never be a mother. That I will never be pregnant, again. That I will never hold my new born infant in my arms. That I have spent $70,000 for a lot of heart ache and grief.
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