Another Day, Another Negative HPT

Day 10 post ET and another very, very clear negative. After reading some Internet posts, I get the feeling that I shouldn't see anything to I should get a positive by day 13 of ER (I had a 3 day transfer).

My stomach is churning at the thought that I'm not pregnant. I feel that I am damned if positive and damned if negative.

I have to say that this wait is much worse than the other waits, because I know this is the last attempt at IVF. I feel embarrassed and crazy for even trying IVF with my 5% chance of getting pregnant (statistic from my RE). Am I pathetic for throwing money away on my hopeless IVF quest. Since 2006, I have had a mission to try and get pregnant. It is now 2008 and I am at the end of the line.

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